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Feb 22 2009

Forever Dying

Published by stashed under Creative Writing, Poetry Edit This

Killing me softly.. or killing me veryyyy slowly.

My brain waves are erratic.

My heart pounds..

My senses.. tighten.

I get hot..

breathe deeper..

and if I closed my eyes..

I would forever spin.

Drown.

..forever in my thoughts.

…Times like now all I do is doubt…

or hope…

or something.

I confuse myself..

or..

I just cant find myself.

Lead me, I’m lost..

or..

I ignore. and I walk.

..Alone.

Forever alone.

Forever feeling tired of feeling.

Forever feeling tired of dreaming.

..Forever feeling DEAD..

Or of the lesser than you..

I see shit getting just more complicated

people more distorted

myself gone transparent.

I’m so out of control over this!

Turtle comes into play..

I’ll hide..

increase my own..

block all outside..

and continue to forever die?

The shell stays cracked..

light wants way..

but the core is concrete.

Who has a hammer?

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